Sunday, February 14, 2010

Christmas chat... with Nate and Chuck... (Part One)



The following happened last Dec. 25, 2009.
I don't know why I posted this.
But I did anyways...
It's kinda fun remembering these kinds of conversation.
At least, for me...



*The names have been altered.


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Gaspard: musta christmas so far?
Nate: it's fattening! yours?
Gaspard: eto. . .magdamag yata ako kumakain. . .hehehe. .
Gaspard: pero okay lang
Gaspard: di naman ako tumataba eh
Gaspard:
Nate: buti ka pa
Gaspard: malapit ka na mag-double chin
Gaspard: hinay hinay lang ha
Gaspard:
Gaspard: ingat ka palagi. merry christmas ulit


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Gaspard: something wrong with the connection?
Nate: with my laptop
Gaspard: oic
Gaspard: kamusta ka naman?
Nate: ayos naman
Nate: bored sa bahay
Gaspard: hanggang kelan bakasyon nyo?
Gaspard: sign in. . sign off ka ah
Nate: leche kasi ang laptop ko e
Gaspard: maayos pa naman yan ah
Gaspard: when ka free?
Gaspard:
Nate: jan 4 and 5, vl ko
Gaspard: what are ure plans during those days?
Nate: rest lang siguro
Gaspard: you know what. . . i started blogging na. . .
Nate: what site?
Gaspard: blogger
Nate: anong link?
Gaspard: secret
Nate: oki
Gaspard: cheesy eh
Gaspard: haha
Gaspard: i was hoping you can help me. . .
Nate: where?
Gaspard: http://themodelinthatblog.blogspot.com/
Gaspard: read the latest entry
Gaspard: yung "I dont know"
Nate: ah so you really fell pala kay Chuck
Gaspard: yeah
Gaspard: i just realized that when we went out
Nate: ah ok
Gaspard: he got back with “Chuck’s partner” na eh
Gaspard: pero
Nate: well, for me, just stop
Nate: you know na pala that they got back together e
Nate: kunsensya lang
Nate: tsaka respeto
Gaspard: haaaay
Gaspard: tama ka
Gaspard: dumidistansya na nga ako kay Chuck eh
Nate: di mo alam pwede mangyari
Nate: baka masira ka pa sa office
Gaspard: kaya nga eh
Nate: or even sa family and sa church mo
Nate: ako ayoko muna
Nate: after the "“Chuck’s partner” confrontation"
Nate: natakot na ko
Nate: alam mo kung gaano ko iniingatan pangalan ko
Gaspard: i still feel guilty. . . and i should be
Gaspard: i really am sorry that i got you into this mess that i made. . .
Nate: tapos na yun
Nate: let's move forward
Nate: anyways, choice mo pa rin yun
Nate: basta im telling you
Nate: ingatan mo pangalan mo
Gaspard: palagi na lang ako wrong timing. . . haaay
Nate: hehehe
Nate: kasi naman
Nate: matigas ang ulo
Nate: pwedeng magrequest?
Gaspard: ano un?
Nate: can you change Nate to a different name?
Gaspard: im changing it na
Nate: if you want to be anonymous, you have to change everything
Gaspard: sige sige
Gaspard: im new to this pa eh
Gaspard: sorry
Nate: kasi malay mo meron pala dyan na kilala si Nate tapos sinulat mo pa
Nate: so malalaman rin na ikaw yun
Nate: and not to mention that may nakakita "daw" satin magkasama
Gaspard: ang dami ko pa talaga kelangan matutunan
Gaspard: " and not to mention that may nakakita "daw" satin magkasama" >>> sabi sa akin ng isang guy sa office
Nate: there
Gaspard: so ano gusto mong name?
Nate: kaw bahala
Nate: Kent is similar to Chuck din
Gaspard: hahaahhahhaha
Nate: try mo “my real name”
Nate: hehehe
Nate: or “my real name”
Gaspard: or *************
Nate: no
Nate: “my real name” or “my real name” lang
Gaspard: wow
Gaspard: anonymous nga
Nate:
Gaspard: i call him astroboy eh
Nate: tapos swedish pa titles mo
Nate: naku bahala ka
Nate: alam naman yata nila na marunong ka mag swedish
Gaspard: honga. . .
Gaspard: im doing the changes na
Gaspard: hahaha
Nate: sino naman si mickey?
Gaspard: ahhh
Gaspard: i read his blog
Gaspard: funny eh
Gaspard: hahaha
Nate: jowawis?
Gaspard: huh?
Gaspard: ano ibig sabihin nun?
Nate: jowa
Gaspard: ahhh
Gaspard: nope
Gaspard: btw
Gaspard: i've been reading "Nate's blog" since i was in 1st yr college pa pala
Gaspard: i just remembered
Nate: so you were gay na
Gaspard: sort of
Gaspard: hahah
Nate: hehe
Nate: in denial ka pa rin a
Gaspard: ganun talaga pare
Gaspard: hahahah
Nate: di bagay
Nate: amiga dapat
Nate:
Gaspard: chos
Gaspard:
Nate: ano na nangyari sa inyo ni Chuck?
Gaspard: i missed talking to u
Gaspard: wala na
Gaspard: iniiwasan ko sya
Nate: i dont buy it
Gaspard: he said na mali daw ginagawa nya
Gaspard: pero
Gaspard: di nya daw mapigilan sarili nya
Nate: sex lang habol nya
Nate: eeeewwww!!!
Nate: san kayo nagdedate ni Chuck?
Nate: kiss sa cr din?
Gaspard: sana hindi naman
Gaspard: hahaha
Gaspard: never pa
Gaspard: we never kissed or held hands
Gaspard: or touched each other
Nate: We still text each other. See each other. Talk with each other. Want to spend more time with each other. All in done in secret.
Nate: ayan o
Gaspard: uhm. . .delayed po yun
Gaspard: last time na we talked
Gaspard: OMG
Gaspard: kahapon lang pala
Gaspard: or 23rd
Nate: oh well
Nate: good luck sa inyo
Nate: mahirap kalaban si “Chuck’s partner”
Nate: ingat
Gaspard: ipagdadasal ko na sarili ko
Gaspard: alam mo ba?
Gaspard: nung magkasama kami ni Chuck
Gaspard: tumawag si “Chuck’s partner”
Gaspard: tsk tsk
Nate: san kayo nagpunta?
Gaspard: sa ***********
Gaspard: at sa park sa makati na di ko alam kung saan
Nate: may aaminin ako sayo
Gaspard: ano?
Nate: alam mo ba may nakakita sa inyo?
Nate: remember when you stayed sa desk ko?
Nate: diba there were office people there?
Gaspard: desk?
Nate: one of them saw you and Chuck "daw"
Nate: sa work station ko
Nate: when i was trying to profile you
Gaspard: aaahhh
Nate: coz you got sick during ***********
Gaspard: aah
Nate: di ko lang pinansin
Nate: i told her that magkaibigan lang kayo
Nate: and he was your *******
Nate: para hindi na kumalat
Gaspard:
Nate: i tried to protect you
Nate: kaya sana sa susunod mag-iingat ka
Nate: i care for you “my real name”
Gaspard:
Nate: what i felt for you was real
Gaspard: waaaaaaaaaaah
Nate: believe it or not
Nate: pero wrong timing nga siguro
Gaspard:
Nate: and you did "that" to me pa
Nate: basta take care of yourself
Nate: dont always let your heart rule over your brain
Nate: i mean mind
Nate: hehe
Gaspard: haaay
Gaspard: mahina ako sa mga ganung bagay
Gaspard: i guess i still have
Gaspard: a lot of
Gaspard: growing up to do
Nate: so be very careful
Nate: magisip ka muna ng maraming beses
Nate: before you do something
Gaspard: a step at a time
Gaspard: haaay
Gaspard: Nate
Gaspard:
Gaspard: thanks ha
Nate: saan?
Gaspard: binatukan mo ako
Gaspard: nagising ako
Gaspard: hehe
Gaspard: i'll be more careful
Nate: it's my responsibility
Nate: mahirap iexplain
Gaspard: how come responsibility mo na din yun?
Nate: coz you're part of my life
Nate: basta mahirap iexplain
Gaspard:
Gaspard: parang tanga ako dito
Gaspard: umiiyak mag-isa
Gaspard: hahahaha
Nate: bakit?
Nate: weh
Nate: bakit ka naman umiiyak?
Gaspard: kasio
Gaspard: kasi*
Gaspard: in spite of everything wrong and stupid that i did to you
Gaspard: u're still being kind to me
Gaspard: at kinakausap mo pa din ako
Gaspard: Chuck just texted me
Gaspard: now
Nate: ano sabi?
Gaspard: nangangamusta lang
Nate: ano sabi mo?
Gaspard: i didnt reply
Gaspard: ung ****** namin sa ********
Nate: ano name?
Gaspard: ******
Gaspard: pinakilala ako sa ibang managers
Gaspard: ng ibang department
Gaspard: including “Chuck’s partner”
Gaspard: minsan
Gaspard: iniisip ko na lang
Gaspard: na lumipat ng ibang company eh
Nate: alam mo...
Nate: lumipat ka man or hindi
Nate: kung ganyan ang mangyayari
Nate: e wala rin
Gaspard: yeah
Gaspard: u have a point
Gaspard: sobrang gwapo ko kasi eh. . . haaaaay. . .
Nate: huh!
Gaspard: hahahahahhahaa
Nate: narcissist!
Gaspard: hahahahahahahahahaha
Gaspard: eh ikaw naman
Gaspard: musta ka naman?
Nate: as usual, busy pa rin sa work
Gaspard: tsk tsk
Gaspard: haggard to the max?
Nate: may pasok nga kami sa monday e
Gaspard: nyek
Gaspard: akala ko deretso na kayo sa new year
Nate: hindi nga e
Nate: bwishit kasi ang penguin
Gaspard: hehe
Gaspard: im changing the titles na
Gaspard: sa "blog
Gaspard: "
Gaspard: ko
Gaspard: hahaha
Gaspard: nakaka-relieve pala ng stress
Gaspard: hehehe
Nate: yeah
Gaspard: hindi ko na alam kung ano gagawin ko sa ring ko
Gaspard: hahahaha
Gaspard: i wish we can talk with each other soon
Gaspard:
Nate: keep it
Nate: malay mo, soon, may bumalik
Nate:
Gaspard: sana
Gaspard:
Nate:
Gaspard: hindi ko nga masuot yung ring eh
Gaspard: allergic kasi ako sa metals
Nate: bakit?
Gaspard: so bawal ako mag necklace, rings, bracelet etc
Gaspard: pati nga watches eh
Nate: a talaga?
Gaspard: opo
Nate: yun pa naman gift ko sayo
Nate: seryoso
Gaspard: weh?
Gaspard: ok lang
Gaspard: magkasugat sugat
Gaspard: balat ko
Gaspard: basta galing sayo
Gaspard: hehehe
Nate: hindi, ayoko
Gaspard: nyek
Gaspard: alam mo Nate
Gaspard: . . .
Nate: yep?
Gaspard: ADIK KA PA DIN!!!!
Gaspard:
Nate: pano?
Gaspard: wala lang
Gaspard: hahah
Gaspard: hindi mo pa din
Gaspard: natatapos
Gaspard: yung mga books?
Nate: hindi pa
Nate: hahaha
Gaspard: anong petsa na
Gaspard: hahahah
Nate: oo nga e
Nate: sana matapos ko na before dec 31
Nate: 2010
Nate: hahaha
Gaspard:
Gaspard: may mga nagpaparamdam ba sayo?
Gaspard:
Nate: yeah, pero di ko pinapansin
Nate: honestly
Gaspard: yeeeeeehhhhhheeeeee. . .
Nate: really
Gaspard: heheheheh
Gaspard: siguro lalo na nung party noh?
Nate: di ko alam
Nate: di ako tumitingin sa mga faces nila e
Gaspard: aaah
Gaspard: oki
Gaspard:
Nate: di ako pokpok no
Gaspard: i know ure not
Gaspard:
Gaspard: behaved ka nga palagi eh
Nate: oo naman
Nate: ako pa
Nate: gayahin mo ako
Gaspard: behaved naman din ako ah
Gaspard:
Nate: di kaya
Nate: si Chuck naging date mo na
Nate: eeewwww!!!!
Gaspard: u know what
Gaspard: parehas kayo ng iniisip ni Chuck
Gaspard: ayaw nya din sayo eh
Gaspard: hahahaha
Nate: i dont care
Nate: alam ko kung bakit
Nate: kasi nilalandi ako kunwari ni “Chuck’s partner”
Gaspard: weh?
Gaspard: ang gulo nga nila eh
Nate: joke
Nate: hindi no
Gaspard: hahahahahhaha
Nate: bakit ayaw sakin ni Chuck?
Gaspard: ewan ko dun
Gaspard: may napansin ako
Gaspard: sa inyong dalawa
Nate: ano?
Gaspard: parehas kayong mga snob
Gaspard:
Nate: may differences din naman kami
Gaspard: oo nga
Gaspard: marami
Nate: sya isang malaking POKPOK!
Gaspard: hahahahhaha
Gaspard:
Gaspard: he asked me to have an affair with him
Nate: yak!
Nate: “my real name” tigilan mo na sya
Nate: nakakahiya
Gaspard: kaya nga
Nate: wait lang
Nate: i'll watch "Nate's school" concert at channel *****
Gaspard: oki
Gaspard:
Nate: pakabait ka “my real name”
Gaspard: opo
Gaspard: i will
Gaspard: i'll go back
Gaspard: to being the
Gaspard: “my real name” before
Gaspard: i came to our office
Gaspard: hehehe
Gaspard: can i still call u sometime?
Nate: oo naman
Nate: wait start na
Gaspard: hehee
Gaspard: chat with u later?
Nate: sure
Gaspard: yehey!!!!
Gaspard:
Gaspard: ur back?
Nate: sa ipod lang
Nate: i have work on monday and tuesday
Nate: then babalik ako on jan 6 na
Gaspard: u there?
Nate: yes
Gaspard: im talking with Chuck now
Gaspard: YM
Gaspard:
Nate: matigas ulo mo
Nate: sige na
Nate: do what you want
Gaspard: we're making a deal na
Nate: bahala ka na
Gaspard: we're gonna stop
Nate: you know what
Nate: you dont have to make a deal
Nate: just stop
Nate: as simple as that
Gaspard: thats what i mean
Gaspard: sorry
Nate: ah yeah, i forgot, you're falling for him, ok bahala ka na
Gaspard: we agreed to stop na
Gaspard: done
Gaspard:
Gaspard: ano na gawa mo?
Nate: wala lang
Nate: '
Gaspard: what time are u gonna sleep?
Nate: i dont know
Nate: i might be disturbing you and Chuck
Gaspard: no ur not
Gaspard:
Gaspard: haaaaaaaaaay
Gaspard: thanks Nate
Nate: matigas ulo mo e
Gaspard: yeah
Gaspard: i've realized that
Gaspard: i think kelangan ko bumalik sa seminaryo
Gaspard: remember ung dapat na isasayaw mo?
Nate: ha?
Gaspard: di mo na matandaan?
Nate: alin?
Gaspard: sweet dreams
Gaspard: hehehe
Nate: ah
Nate: si Chuck na lang pasayawin mo. magaling naman sya sumayaw
Gaspard: nyek
Gaspard: hahaha
Gaspard: i have a question. . .
Gaspard: u there?
Nate: what's that?
Gaspard: i think u know well that im still in love with u. . .
Gaspard: and i want to know. . .
Gaspard: if u still have feelings for me . . .
Nate: meron naman
Gaspard: will you give me one more chance?
Nate: i cant answer that
Gaspard: i understand
Nate: siguro
Gaspard: sooo. . .
Nate: so, what?
Gaspard: ur single. . . and strong. . .
Gaspard:
Nate: anong strong?
Gaspard: haaay
Gaspard: so how did u end things with ur ex?
Nate: ending was not good
Nate: as usual, sumbatan pa rin
Nate: i'll inform you pag ipopost ko na sya sa blog ko
Gaspard: eh private na si Nate eh
Nate: not yet
Nate: i might delete it
Gaspard: why?
Gaspard: kasi nabasa ko na?
Nate: no
Gaspard: im just kidding
Gaspard:
Nate: matagal ko na sya gusto idelete
Gaspard: why?
Nate: coz im tired of writing ng patago
Nate: i want to have a blog na si Nate ang kilala
Gaspard: u have
Gaspard: diba?
Nate: yeah
Nate: i might maintain my multiply
Gaspard: na parehas ng profile skin sa akin?
Gaspard:
Nate: yeah
Gaspard: hahaha
Gaspard: arent u gonna sleep?
Nate has signed out. (12/26/2009 12:40 AM)

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