Saturday, March 20, 2010

Två Låtar (Two Songs)

Head down as i watch my feet take turns hitting the ground
I should i find myself in love racing the earth

Past time ko na yata ang paglalakad. Hindi ang gumala ha. As in lumakad. Kung saan saan ako dinadala ng aking mga paa. Nawawala ako sa mundo kahit na sandali man lang. Walang problema. Walang iniisip na kahit ano. Kahit sino.

And i'm soaked in your love
And love was right in my path in my grasp
And me and you belong

Oo nga. You and me daw. Pero walang "us". Nagka-text lang ulit kami ni Nate. Kinukulit ko lang sya. (FLIRTING) Nakikipag-joke na corny naman. Hehehe. Napapangiti ako kahit na ako lang ang nasa bahay. Mag-isa. I feel good when I'm talking to him. Selfish ako, tama ba? Parang kahit naiistorbo ko na si Nate, go lang ako ng go. Haaaay. I super duper missed him! Sana talaga magkita ulit kami one of this days! Kahapon nga lang pala kami nagkita....

I wanna run run smash into you
I wanna run run smash into you

Balak ko magpagupit. Make-over. (Bading na bading talaga...hehehe) Excited na nga ako magpagupit eh. Kasi naman! Eto lang yata ang time na talagang nagka-time ako para sa sarili ko. Tinanong ni Nate kung nasan na ako. Sabi ko papunta pa lang ng Makati. Nasa salon na daw kasi sya eh. 

It flows what i hear no one else has to know
'cause i know in what we have is worth first place in gold

Pumalakpak na naman ang tenga ko! Ang ngiti hanggang batok! Makikita ko ulit sya today! Ang saya naman ng araw na ito. Saktong pagdating ko ng Makati, kakatapos nya lang magpagupit. Haaayyy. Sayang naman. Hindi kami sabay. Hahahaha! Pero okay lang naman kasi I was able to see him with his new hairdo. OJ HERRE GUD! (OMG). Maka-laglag ng boxers ang ka-pogian nya! Joke lang! Hahahahaha! (Ikaw, Nate, huwag lalaki ang ulo ha!)

I wanna run run smash into you
I wanna run run smash into you smash into you

Worth it ang pag-mamadali ko papuntang Makati parang lang makita sya. Kilig to the bones. Hahaha! Feeling ko hindi nya naman yata nararamdaman ng mga panahong iyon na super happy ako nun eh. Medyo poker face ako nun. Hehehe. I think.

Head down as i watch my feet take turns hitting the ground
I should i'm in love and i'm racing the earth

Ewan ko ba sa sarili ko. Ang sarap mag-imagine na kasama ko pa din sya. Kayakap sya. Haaay. Pero dahil wala na akong magagawa para bumalik sya, lumalakad na naman ako. Minsan tumatakbo. Tama. Takbo na lang. At least, baka... baka lang naman.... mahabol ko pa sya....

Oh i wanna run smash into you
I'm willing to run smash into you
I'm willing to run and run and run and run ooh
I'm ready to run and run and run and run ooh

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You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

After ko magpagupit, dumaan ako sa office namin. Gusto ko ipakita ang bago kong look kay Nate. Hehehehe. Syempre. Excuse ko lang yun syempre para makita ulit sya.

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one 
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me 
And put tears on my face

Hindi daw bagay ang new hair color ko. Nyek. Pero okay lang. I feel gwapo naman eh. Hahaha! Things got a bit interesting when his officemates came in. One of them was really "friendly" at out of nowhere, bigla na lang ako in-interview. If you still remember, Nate and I are still not out sa aming office, nor admit na may "thing" kami before. So eto nga nangyari...

And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

Medyo personal nga ang tinatanong ng officemate ni Nate na yun eh. Eh feeling ko nga naririnig ni Nate ang mga sagot ko sa officemate nya na yun eh. His officemate asked me if I still love "her" (her kasi di naman alam sa office na I'm gay).... I told Nate's officemate na "oo". Actually, may kadugtong pa ang sagot ko doon eh. Na madami akong gustong itanong sa kanya. Pero baka nagtanong pa ako, baka mas lalo pa syang lumayo sa akin. Ayoko na ng drama. (actually, ako lang talaga ang gumagawa ng drama sa buhay ko... hahahaahah!)

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes


There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day



Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be


I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you 

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you 
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way
I don’t want a broken heart 

Siguro, ito muna ang isusulat ko sa gabing ito. Oo nga pala. Yang mga kantang ayan ay minsan kong pampatulog. Maganda sya eh. Pero mas maganda kung ang boses mismo ni Nate ang naririnig ko bago ako matulog at pagkagising ko sa umaga. Cheesy!!!! hahahahaha!

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