Sunday, January 22, 2012

Vi Fann Kärleken i En Popplös Plats

I spent the New Year with Luch sa kanilang bahay sa Bulacan.

First time ko yatang nag-celebrate ng New Year ng hindi kasama ang family ko. It was a wonderful day naman. Party party lang sa front lawn nina Luch. Iba ang New Year sa Bulacan. Medyo provincial rin kasi ang vibe sa lugar nila. Iba ang choice nila ng music, for instance. Yung mga pinatugtog nila parang nasa grade school pa ako.

First time ko din makakita ng maraming paputok up close. Hindi naman kasi ako nagpapaputok kapag New Year eh. Hihihi. Mahirap kaya kapag naputukan ka! Lalo na sa mukha. Kaya nung 12mn na, nasa loob lang ako ng bahay nila. I could see the fireworks naman from the inside eh. Takot lang talaga ako sa mga paputok. Hehehe. Maingay. Sobra. Ang mga taga-Bulacan pa naman ay adik sa mga paputok. Ang tagal ng putukan.

I was thinking, 2012 na. Ang bilis talaga ng panahon. Baka paggising ko na lang ng isang araw, malalaman ko na lang na may tungkod na ako. Hehehe. O.A. lang. Madami na pala akong naka-plano for 2012. Maraming dapat asikasuhin. Kelangan na maging isang lalaki. I'm not a boy anymore.

Hindi na ako twink. LOL.

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I plan to transform myself this 2012. Oo. Just like Megatron.

I was inspired sa mga pictures ng new crush ko na si Chan Than San.

Though I know hindi naman ako panget (excuse me, dadaan ako), gusto ko pa din maging epitome ng inyong mga fantasy. LOL. Nothing major naman. Eto lang ang mga gagawin ko.

- work out 5 days a week
- I have no plans to go on a diet...mamamatay ako
- tumungga ng glutathione (plan ko magpa-inject eh...I was actually talking to my derma about this since hindi pa din ako sure kung effective OR safe ang mga shots na ganito...magiging kutis Korean ka daw kapag nagpa-shot ka eh...)
- buy new clothes
- uminom ng Cherifer (tatalab pa ba sa akin yun kahit na 22 na ako?)
- drink protein shakes (yes, protein in liquid form para madali malunok..hehehehe)

Eto pala ang before and after pictures ni Chan Than San :)

from this


to this


Ano na lang kaya ang iniisip ng mga nam-bully sa kanya dati?

Oh well...Basta ganyan ang balak ko maging before mag-summer. Hahaha!

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I have a new job! I just started after the New Year. January 4 to be exact. They were looking for people who can speak a foreign language aside from English. And since I fit the shoes naman daw, kinuha nila ako. I was a happy camper :)

I'm still getting used to the night shift since mga European and North American ang mga taong makakatrabaho ko. It's an IT distribution company. Hindi pala call center. I'm still under training pero so far it has been great. Finally, I'll be able to practice with native speakers.

Actually, nahihirapan pa din ako makipag-usap sa kanila since mabilis sila magsalita. Nagkaka-intindihan lang talaga kami kapag sinulat nila or binagalan nila magsalita. Haha. I have to get used to this. Hehe. Fast.

Permanent na nasa night shift ako. Urgh. Pero fixed ang schedule so okay lang. Weekends off. And the salary is not bad at all. Tiyaga tiyaga na lang. Lalo na't madami akong plano this 2012. I have to be careful with my finances.

I'm also taking language classes after work. I think kailangan ko eh :)

Wish me luck :)

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We found LOVE in a hopeless place!

15 months na kami ni Luch and I couldn't be any happier though may mangilan-ngilan na ding instances na muntik na kami maghiwalay. Hehe. Hindi ko na lang iniisip ang mga ganun.

I miss him though. Hindi na kasi kami magkatabi matulog. Panggabi ako. Pang-umaga siya. Halos isang oras lang kami kung magkita kada araw. Pero I have to make sacrifices na din. Hindi na ako bata. I have to make important decisions at hindi na dapat magpadala sa emotions. I have responsibilities.

Luch has been extra sweet with me since limited na nga ang time namin with each other. I love him.

Maybe our 15th month together taught me to make mature decisions. Not just any decision based on impulse or something like that.

So this is our song for the month!




Maybe next month, I'll sing a song for him and post it here...Hahaha.

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Nakaladkad ako! Kasi naman ganito ang nangyari.

Na-late ako ng gising so hindi kami sabay sabay ng family ko pumuta ng church.

Nag-tricycle kami. Ako, yung younger sister ko at ang mom ko.

Hindi pa kami nakakaalis ng malayo ng banggain ang poor tricycle namin ng isang van ng Maynilad.

Bad trip talaga. So medyo naglevitate ang tricycle from the ground.

Muntik na kami bumaligtad actually.

Next thing I knew, wala na pala akong inuupuan. At nakasabit na lang ako sa tricycle gamit ang isa kong kamay.

Isa lang ang kinakatakot ko. Sana hindi mapahamak ang mukha ko. Hehe.

Kasi naman, kapag bumitaw ako sa pagkakakapit ko, baka magulungan ako ng van. Ayoko naman malumpo.

Mas pinili ko na lang magpakaladkad ng ilang metro bago ako bumitaw.

Ang brown leather shoes ko ay puro gasgas. Pati na din ang black skinny slacks ko.

I felt like a ninja nung bumitaw ako. Medyo gumulong pa nga ako eh. Dyahe nga kasi nakaputi ako.

BUTI NA LANG TALAGA WALANG NAPAHAMAK SA AMIN!

And from zero to sixty at 3.5, nag-transform ang Mom ko into Anabelle Rama.

Ang panget dito ay tinakasan kami ng mga taga-Maynilad nang nakita nilang wala naman daw nasaktan sa amin. On that day, ipinakulam ko sila na lumiit hanggang maging pasas ang isa nilang bayag. Nakakaasar eh. Hindi man lang nag-sorry.

Nonetheless, hindi pa din ako natinag ng nangyari sa amin. Hindi nagulo ang bangs ko. Hehe.



At mula sa putikang kalsada that Sunday morning, 


tumayo ako mula sa lusak (lusak talaga?)



more alive



stronger 



fiercer



and



poutier!

Actually, ganyan ang pose ko pagtayo ko. Ganyan din yung suot ko nung araw na yun eh, complete with the fur coat. Pero nag-tricycle lang! Ang galing ko diba?





Nung nasa church na kami at naikwento na namin kay Dad yung nangyari, kinarma daw kami kasi late na kami nagsimba. Hehehe.

Sunday, January 8, 2012

2011

A few days from now, it's no longer going to be 2011. In fact, it's going to be 2012. I didn't know how fast time flew until just recently. Maybe many of us are blogging the things that made 2011 special or the things that were really memorable. This time, I'll just write something about me and what happened to my 2011.

11 Things That I Should Be Thankful For
- my family that has always been there behind me and always supporting me
- my partner, Luch, for being the ever supportive and handsome boyfriend
- the trials/problems that I or we encountered for it made me/us a better person
- the endless opportunities that kept on coming
- a job that made me realize to strive harder and further
- friends that always cares for me eventhough there were times that I put other matters ahead of them
- the fact that I was able to value education and it's impact on people (and employment)
- I can be a shallow person at times so I'll put money, new clothes, food and so on :P
- people who appreciates what I write here in my blog/journal
- ang mga walang katapusang pangangaral sa akin ni Luch about so many things
- my pet dog for reminding me to not take things for granted

11 Things That I Hope Would Happen In 2012
- have a wonderful and stable job
- buy myself a car
- travel abroad with my loved ones
- have a real savings account
- be more fluent in the languages I'm studying
- finish my degree (hopefully)
- give back to my family
- be hotter and sexier
- have an even more fruitful lovelife
- be more active in the church
- be more mature and responsible

11 Things That I Regret Happened in 2011
- not focusing too much on my career and education
- wasn't able to balance most of the things in my life
- spent too much idle time and not doing anything
- prioritized the wrong things
- thought of plans without really executing them
- wasn't able to update my journal and write the experiences that I had
- I lied and wasn't exactly honest
- didn't do my best
- intentionally trying not to be serious and mature
- didn't set goals or achievements
- didn't have the initiative to straighten out my life

11 People That Inspire Me ( not really 11 )
- my Dad, because he's Superman
- my Mom and my sister-in-law, because they're still have time to be beautiful inspite of our problems
- Luch, for being that best boyfriend ever
- my older brother, for being a good father to his son and a good husband to his wife
- my sisters, who makes me laugh and always feel at home
- my nephew, a testament that you can cry, pee and poop in your pants and be greedy and still look cute, funny and adorable
- Robyn and Adele, for writing and singing some of the best songs that I've ever heard
- Chan Than San and Choi Si Won, just because I want to be as hot and as sexy as they are
- my college professor, because learning and studying should be continuous and should never stop
- Ivanka Trump, shows that you can be smart, beautiful and successful all at the same time
- Anne Curtis, because if you're going to be the mistress, you have to be sobrang ganda (kung si Anne nga hindi umubra eh!)

The above blog entry was written last year before the year ended...I didn't know why it took me some time to post this. Maybe I wasn't that satisfied. Hhhhmmm...

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topics for my next entry:
- my new job
- nang tumilapon ako mula sa sinasakyan kong tricycle
- my new year celebration with Luch